Hi everyone. I was amazed at all the comments left by everyone when I wrote my last entry. First I would like to thank all of you for the love and support, and prayers! My faith is shook right now, and I truly have alot to say but am not ready.
I am trying to make sense of it all in my own head. GOOD news though, they did the test and biopsy this last week and I guess I developed a pretty bad case of Reflux as an adult. I am having a hard time getting my own bodily fluids (Like mucus) to go down the right way or come up. On Wednesday I will be put on some sort of medicine to help me. My son had Reflux as a baby and he was giving himself Pneumonia for the same reason. So they did the biopsy and will call if there is anything that needs to be called for, but he didn't see any tumors or masses so that was a HUGE relief. Because I was scared. That was my wake up call to do what I need to do to finally quit smoking once and for all. I am only 33 years old and want to be around for as long as possible!
I just really wanted to tell everyone thank you and let you know when I am ready be prepared for a small book. I decided that after leaving that post up for a couple days it was something I didn't want to leave up forever like the rest of my entries. I am sorry if a couple of you missed it! I will probably do the same thing when I write again.
I hope you are all having a good weekend.
Love you and hugs, Robyn