Saturday, June 21, 2008

Love this song!

Any of you who watched the American Idol finals heard this. I have never really liked George Michael but this song moves me. It is so true and real. If you have a few minutes listen to it.......

I cannot get it to link here but will add a link to you tube.....

Lots to say, just not ready


Hi everyone. I was amazed at all the comments left by everyone when I wrote my last entry. First I would like to thank all of you for the love and support, and prayers! My faith is shook right now, and I truly have alot to say but am not ready.

I am trying to make sense of it all in my own head. GOOD news though, they did the test and biopsy this last week and I guess I developed a pretty bad case of Reflux as an adult. I am having a hard time getting my own bodily fluids (Like mucus) to go down the right way or come up. On Wednesday I will be put on some sort of medicine to help me. My son had Reflux as a baby and he was giving himself Pneumonia for the same reason. So they did the biopsy and will call if there is anything that needs to be called for, but he didn't see any tumors or masses so that was a HUGE relief. Because I was scared. That was my wake up call to do what I need to do to finally quit smoking once and for all. I am only 33 years old and want to be around for as long as possible!

I just really wanted to tell everyone thank you and let you know when I am ready be prepared for a small book. I decided that after leaving that post up for a couple days it was something I didn't want to leave up forever like the rest of my entries. I am sorry if a couple of you missed it! I will probably do the same thing when I write again.

I hope you are all having a good weekend.

Love you and hugs, Robyn

Slideshow of beach & fair

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Leaving for awhile

Hi everyone I am going to copy and paste this into my tag journal also. I am going to be leaving for awhile. I will maybe make some tags now and then and post them but I had something extremely traumatic happen last night to my son and I truly do not even feel safe talking about it here in any public posting as to who hurt him greatly or why.

I am DEVASTATED and blown away right now and need to focus on making sure my kids are ok. My hubby and I are trying to pick up the pieces of my kids broken hearts! I wish I could explain more but as I said there are people that read this journal that I have no desire to explain this to.

Everyone please take care of yourselves and love one another! I may be back sometime. I am so sorry this is so vague as I said I am devastated and so pissed right now. That is just the two top feelings I honestly do not know what I am feeling right now other than pure sadness for my son and daughter! My son was the one who was abused, my daughter had to watch.

Bye for now, I may be back.